You don't know what it's like

All You really had to do was ask

Am I crazy to think someone out there can love me? Am I too picky? What is wrong with me?


I fell like I try so hard but it never works out in my favor. I keep getting this same test but I fail. You keep coming back to me in a different form. The same boy, just a different situation and I still end up doing the same thing. My heart hurts from breaking. Is it ever going to heal or will it end up splitting in half? I don't even care anymore. I don't want to feel this again.


The worst thing for me is knowing the potential in you. I see you. I care about you. Most people don't appreciate everything you've accomplished. They don't see you like I do. I want you to see me like that. I want to give every part of me to you but I want you to do the same for me. And you can't. It's killing me.

Don't you see me? Am I invisible? My signs are neon but you still don't see them? I don't see how you can be so blind when I notice everything about you. Why does this always seem to happen? I'm sick of feeling this same way. I fall for the guy who doesn't want to have anything more but doesn't play by his own rules. I can't play those games because my heart hurts. It's bruised and I really don't think I can take much more of the "fun" that we are having because outside in the real world. It's really not so fun. It's really not worth my sanity over.

I just want to be loved. I want it to be you. You don't. I cry hoping you'll remember me. Hoping you'll realize I'm worth it. You haven't yet. I'm giving up. I still cry.

Your reach out for something and they slap your hand

Ray LaMontagne Lyrics
"Let It Be Me"

There may come a time, a time in everyones life
Where nothin seems to go your way
Where nothing seems to turn out right
There may come a time, you just cant seem to find your place
For every door you walk on to, seems like they get slammed in your face
Thats when you need someone, someone that you can call.
And when all your faith is gone
Feels like you cant go on
Let it be me
Let it be me
If its a friend that you need
Let it be me
Let it be me
Feels like your always commin on home
Pockets full of nothin and you got no cash
No matter where you turn you aint got no place to stand
Reach out for something and they slap your hand
Now i remember all to well
Just how it feels to be all alone
You feel like youd give anything
For just a little place you can call your own
Thats when you need someone, someone that you can call
And when all your faith is gone
Feels like you cant go on
Let it be me
Let it be me
If its a friend you need
Let it be me
Let it be me

You're more than a lover

I'm just a blank sheet of paper
This fool's about to write you a letter
To tell you that he's sorry
For the way he did you wrong
To ask for your forgiveness
For leavin you alone

He's been lookin down at me
Seems like forever
He takes the top on and off his pen
It's like he can't decide just
What he wants to say
If he'd just tell the truth
I'd be on my way

But he just stares at me
I just stare at him
He don't know where to start
To say he doesn't want it to end
And Now its one hour later
And I'm still a blank sheet of paper

Sunlight is shinin' through the curtains
He's almost asleep pen in hand
There's a tear in his eye
That refuses to fall
If it would land on me
That would say it all

But he just stares at me
I just stare at him
He don't know where to start
To say he doesn't want it to end
Now it's four hours later
And I'm still a blank sheet of paper

And he just stares at me
I just stare at him
He don't know where to start
To say he wants it back again
Now one broken heart later
I'm still a blank sheet of paper

Come and Rest Your Bones With Me

Warm Whispers

Life is the gift of nature. Love is the gift of life. A Kiss is the gift of love.

You will find as you look back upon life that the moments when you really live are the moments when you have done things in the spirit of love.

Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules then you must forget the rules and play from your heart.

Always tell someone how you feel even if it's hard because opportunities are lost in the blink of an eye but regret lasts a lifetime.

Wait for the right guy/girl. But in the meantime have fun with the wrong ones. :)

He's got a master's in personality. Straight A's in smiles and a PhD in breaking hearts.

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they're right. You believe less so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself. And sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together." Marilyn Monroe

Maybe our girlfriends are our soul mates and guys are just people to have fun with.

Someday everything will make perfect sense. So for now, laugh at all the confusion, smile through the tears, and keep reminding yourself... Everything happens for a reason.

In life we do things. Some we wish we had never done, some we wish we could replay a million times. But they all make us who we are and in the end they shape every detail about us. If we were to reverse any of them we wouldn't be the person we are today. So just live, make mistakes, have wonderful memories, but never ever second guess who you are or where you've been and most importantly where you are going.

Under Pressure

I walk down memory lane because I love running into you.

You can make a million dollars but you might lose yourself. And you can take the heat but will it make your heart grow cold? They say acting's just pretending but even that gets old.

Just ONCE why can't the guy I like, like me too?

I just want someone to love me.

Love is the seed of all hope. It is the enticement to trust, to risk, to try, to go on.

Be happy with what you have; there is someone in this world without it.

Friends are the roses of life. Pick them carefully and avoid the thorns.

Writing opens the soul to all boundaries untold.

If you want your place in the sun you've got to expect a few burns.

Destiny isn't tailor made, it's hand stitched.

Happiness is like a kiss on the lips.

The best things in life are left unseen. That's why we kiss and dream with our eyes closed.

Our laughs are limitless. Our memories are countless. Our friendship is endless.

We're friends, real friends. Real friends and that means no matter how long it takes when you finally do decide to look back. I'll be here.

I'm glad you're happy. Really! I'm glad you're in love. Just remember no matter how many guys come and go we'll always be together. Friends last longer than lovers.

Love is a sign from the heavens that you are here for a reason.

No love. No friendship. Can cross the path of our destiny without leaving some mark on it forever. ~ Francois Mauriac

Time stands still when no one understands you and you don't quite understand yourself. Today didn't have to be this way. Tomorrow is another day. Another chance to make things right.

Starlight, star bright. First star I see tonight. Wish I may. Wish I might. Find a guy who'll treat me right.

Just Breathe