It's just the nearness of you

What am I doing? What is anyone doing? Why are we here? What is the point? I don't understand. I'm going through motions just to go through more motions? WHAT IS THIS? I'm so lost. I don't think my feet will ever touch the ground. I'm broken. Cracked in so many places I don't think anything will fill it up. Can anything fill it up? Is is supposed to? Should I deal with this or should I move on through this. I don't understand. I'm so lonely. I want to feel love. Everyone else knows about it by now. By 21 you should know.